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英语美文:LosingYou

作者:admin    文章来源:盐田区外国语学校    更新时间:2018-01-04

我刚刚放学回家,就已经坐在了电脑前面!任何事情都能把我从对你的思念中拉回来……我可以找本书看、做作业或是吃午饭。
I’ve just come back from school, and I’m on my computer already! I could do anything to distract myself from your thoughts… I could read a book, do my homework or even have lunch.
但我并不想这样,因为此时此刻,我真正想做的事情就是想着你。想着我们共同的回忆,既有在一起的记忆,也有分开时的记忆。我知道你曾经是我的好友……而现在我也清楚这一切已一去不复返。
But I just don’t want to. Because right now, all I really want to do is think about you. Think about the memories we made. Together. Or when we were apart. I knew I had you… and now I know that I don’t.
我们的回忆……这是你留给我的全部了。你是否还记得我们第一次见面的那天,我跟你讲了一些并不好笑的笑话,你虽然有些烦,但还是装作大笑的样子?你是否还记得那天我们第一次大吵了一架,我生日时你给了我一张贺卡,上面写道“请微笑着打开这个信封,因为今天对你来说是个特殊的日子”?你是否还记得那张贺卡让我们重新成为朋友?你让我的生日与众不同,真的。
Our memories… that’s all I’m really left with. Remember the day when we first met and how I annoyed you with my not-so-funny jokes, and how you pretended to laugh at them? And the day when we had our first biggest fight and how you gave me a card that said “Open this envelope with a smile because today is a special day for you” on my birthday? And how that made us friends again? You’d made my day, really.
我的心好疼,感觉空空的。
My chest hurts. It feels so empty.
我喜欢我俩在一起的时候。我喜欢关于我俩的一切。所有的一切。我从没想过要让这一切结束。我不想看着你离去。我多么想找个借口阻止你离开,告诉你我有多需要你。只想让你和我在一起。但是这样太自私了。
I love us. I love everything about us. Everything. And I never wanted this to end. I hate seeing you go away. I just wish I could stop you somehow and tell you how much I need you here. With me forever. But that would be selfish.
昨天,当你告诉我说,你要搭晚上十点的航班离开时,我的心好像有一小部分已经死去了。我当时只是说,“哦,你果真要离开我们了。”
Yesterday, I died a little inside when you said you’d be leaving at 10 pm for your flight. And I was just like,” Wow, so you really ARE leaving us.”
然而对此我却无能为力,不是么?你也无法改变这一切。我才意识到我多么讨厌说再见,不想跟你说“再见”。

But I can’t help it, can I? Neither can you. I just realized how much I hated goodbyes. I don’t want to ‘goodbye’ you.
事实上,我并不是对所有人都能敞开心扉。我一直都很害羞、安静。因此,如果我喜欢你到告诉你我所有的秘密,并向你袒露真实的自我时……那你一定是个非常特殊的朋友了。

The truth is, I’ve never been open to many people. I’ve been shy and quiet. So if I loved you enough to tell you all my secrets and show you the real me… you must be very special.
我很后悔说了什么或做了什么而伤害了你。对不起,我从没想过要那样对你。
I regret everything I’ve said or done to hurt you. I’m sorry. I never meant to do those things to you.
无论相隔多远,无论你身在何方,无论我在哪个角落……我会一直爱着你。我只希望你也同样爱着我。答应我,在加拿大要过得好好的,要比和我们在一起的时候过得更好。
No matter the distance between us, no matter where you are, or where I am…I will always love you. And I just hope you love me too. Just for me, make sure Canada treats you better than we did.
你是我最好的朋友,将来一直都会是。你是我一生最好的朋友。
You’re my best friend; you’ll always be my best friend. You’re my best friend for life.
你带走了我生命中的八年时光。你是唯一一个能够理解我,知道什么时候我很烦躁,知道如何安慰我的朋友……而现在,你走了。
You’re taking away eight years of my life with you. You’re the only person who actually got me, who could tell when I was upset, who knew how to make me feel better... and now that person is going away.
你能帮我一个忙吗?答应我一件事,好吗?答应永远不要忘记我。你要永远记得你有一个朋友叫哈什塔。

Will you just do me a favor? Just promise me one thing, okay? Promise me that you will never forget about me. That you will always remember that you had a friend named Harshita.
这就是我对你的所有要求。
And that’s all I want you to do.

(美文:Losing You  漪然 选 乔敏 译)